第三章 羞辱
晚上时，李好运想出去走一走。走出房间，他遇到许多住在三楼的女同事。这些女同事大多数用一种好奇的眼光看着这个陌生人。有些人冷冷淡淡，有的比较热情，点头微笑。
这时，有个女孩经过，她微笑说道：“嗨！”
李好运回答：“嗨！”
那女孩：“今天是你第一天上班？”
李好运说道：“是的。你也在办公室上班，我看到你。”
那女孩说：“是的。”
她格格笑道：“你知道吗，你是三楼唯一一个男性，其它的都是女的。”
李好运有些惊讶：“什么，只有我一个？”
那女孩笑得全身直摇：“是啊。”
他们二人谈了差不多二十分钟，这让李好运非常舒服。
任何刚到一个陌生地方的人，情感上多多少少有些脆弱。这时，如果有一个人显示关心，将会带来巨大的温暖。
在接下来的几天，李好运手头没什么工作，只是四周看看。
四老板有意跟李好运保持一段距离，而张欢也很无礼。她对李好运说，过几天再移交工作。
李好运读完一些文件后，就跑到工厂去。
他想学习这里所有的知识。
首先，作为一个业务员，他要对所有相关的知识了如指掌。
第二，如果他将来幸运地成为一位大老板的话，这些知识将变得非常重要，是重大的支持。
这就是为什么他非常努力地学，因为这位年轻人在为未来做准备。
带着笔和纸，李好运到工厂认真学习。当遇到不懂时，他会询问。有时，员工们愿意跟他说。有时，员工不愿说。他们就靠这手技术来赚钱，不肯轻易传授给陌生人。
到了8号，张欢把李好运叫到身边，她冷冰冰地说道：“现在，我把工作开始移交给你。记住！每件事我只说一次，你绝对不能忘记！”
她言语的专横霸道让李好运感到恶心，但仍然保持平静：“我尽力而为。”
工作开始移交。有时，因为张欢说得太快或太含糊，李好运会问一下，这时，张欢会怒骂道：“你这头猪！我不是跟你说过吗，连这个还要再问！”
李好运静静地接受这些羞辱，他知道自己需要张欢的支持。如果他得罪张欢的话，她可能故意设置陷井。等到将来张欢已经离职时，这些陷井能给他带来许多麻烦，因为它们很难察觉的。李好运明白这些机关。
现在，因为张欢只是非常简单地说了工作的事，李好运就要发巨大的时间认真阅读所有文件。问题是，这些档案是这么地多，而时间却非常有限，让整个形势非常艰难。
时间一瞬即过。
张欢离开了公司。只有在那时候，李好运才有权利核查所有的文件。
那天下午，李好运吃惊地发现有一份文件非常紧张。那是一份信用证。
简单地说，那天下午，李好运要把整套单证交到银行，而其中一份重要文件原产地证（CO）却还没有做。
李好运急忙跑到负责这类工作的人刘鱼那里，请他帮忙马上做这份文件。
刘鱼勃然大怒：“你的！所有的人都知道这份文件应该一早就做的！你现在才说，你知不知道给我造成许多麻烦？！妈的！”
李好运按住怒气，他知道刘鱼是老板的亲戚，只能默默忍受。
他说；“麻烦你马上帮我做这份文件，行不行？”
刘鱼说道：“行当行，不过你应该早点跟我说，我要到相关部门去盖章的。”
李好运说道：“你知道，事情是这样的。我今天才接手工作，才能看到这份档案。一发现事情，我只能马上办，希望你明白。”
刘鱼冷静了一些。
李好运走回了座位。
这样的事情真是令人非常难受！
当着这么多同事，特别是这么多女孩子面前，被人这样大声吆喝！
但这位年轻人知道人生本来就充满成功与失败，羞辱与光荣。
所以，他静静承受，专心做别的事。
过了一会，他发现电脑里有张图片不清楚，便跑到三楼样品厅，问负责这方面的潘花说：“潘花，你好，请你帮我找这个样品？”
潘花才二十岁，长得非常美，有一大堆男性在追她。她有些荡，只要男人对她有兴趣，都会跟他。由于年少无知，再加上有一大堆男子追捧，她变得非常骄傲。有许多人不喜欢她，但却拿她没办法。因为她是这么的美丽，男性老板们对她非常友好，就算做错事，也只是轻描淡写地说一说责备一下而己。因此，她变得越来越狂！
听了李好运的话之后，潘花态度非常恶劣地嚷道：“我不知道！你自己去找！”
样品室是这么的大，产品成千上万，对这样一个新员工来说，找一个样品如大海捞针。
李好运心中大怒：“妈的！我又没得罪你，干吗这样对我？！”
他温菏道：“我对样品还不太熟，请你帮我找一找可以吗？”
潘花高声喝道：“我说我不知道！也没时间！”
李好运咬住牙齿，忍住怒气。
只要再经过一段比较长的时间之后，李好运才知道为什么潘花如此对他。
潘花以为自己非常美，所有的男人都应该追求她。由于李好运并没有显示任何兴趣，这让她产生极大的不满，这就是为什么她有意为难。
由于别人不肯配合，李好运只能无奈回到办公室。
过了一阵，他发现电脑出了故障。
李好运问其他同事：“请问谁是负责电脑这方面的？”
一位同事说：“电脑室的曾老师。”
声音里充满了讽刺。
李好运去到电脑室，问道：“请问曾老师在哪？”
一人指着说道：“他在那。”
曾老师是老板们的表兄弟，差不多四十岁，但已经满头白发。他长得古灵情怪，性情怪癖，非常傲慢。有人怀疑他有一定的精神障碍。
李好运尊敬地说道：“曾老师，您好。”
他把电脑的事说了一遍。
曾老师犹如一块木头一样坐在那里，好像什么都没听到。
李好运轻声问道：“曾老师，能不能帮我过去看一下？”
曾老师整张脸冰寒，理都不理。
李好运按住怒火，离开了房间。
回到座位上，李好运想：“好吧，我先做其他事，如果他明天还不来修，我跟老板说说。”
到了第二天早上，曾老师才姗姗到来。
他走到面前，一副威风十足的样子，用一个国王式的声音说道：“起来！”
李好运让出座位，心中怒骂：“你这个王八蛋！摇头摆尾！老板也没像你这样子。”
差不多半个小时后，电脑修好，李好运开始工作。
十点时，他想要知道一张订单的货期，就打了个电话给工厂的杨厂长。
杨厂长说道：“喂。”
李好运说道：“杨厂长，你好，我是新来的业务员李好运，我想问一下......”
对方挂上了电话。
李好运心中一阵挫折：“真是无礼！”
他重新拔了电话，但杨厂长没再理会。
电话响了又响，始终没人接听。
李好运只能放弃。
过了半个小时，杨厂长来到办公室复印一些文件。
李好运马上走过去，客气地问了这个问题。
杨厂长冷冷应道：“货物好时，我会通知你！不用罗罗嗦嗦！”
李好运心中一阵刺痛，低下头，说道：“好的，谢谢。”
那个周末，李好运回到了家。
他开始播放歌手伍佰的一首歌——《泪桥》。
当这首歌开始时，这位年轻人开始跟着放声歌唱！
声音里面充满了无限的痛苦和愤慨！
声音是如些高昂，可能很远的地方都能听见！
只有李好运知道，这个世界是如何对待自己的，而歌曲似乎可以让他把心中的痛苦与无奈得淋漓尽致！
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In the evening, Lucky lee came out of the room and wanted to take a walk. On the third floor, he met some girls who lived there.
Most of them looked at this stranger curiously. Some smiled and nodded. Some acted coolly.
When a girl passed by, she gave a very charming smile: “Hi.”
Lucky Lee smiled back: “Hi.”
that girl stopped: “You just come here today, right?”
Lucky Lee said: “Yes. You work in the office. I saw you.”
That girl spoke: “Yes, my name is Liu Lan, working in the finance department.”
Lucky lee said: “That is great.”
That girl laughed with a very attractive tone: “You know, there is only one male employee living on the third floor. That is you.”
Lucky Lee was a little surprised: “Only me? Others all are girls?”
That girl laughed: “Yes, you are the only male person here.”
Lucky lee felt very comfortable at her friendliness and talked with her for about 20 minutes.
Usually, when a person arrived at a strange place, he was more or less fragile emotionally. He would feel very warm if another person was very friendly.
In the following several days, Lucky lee had nothing to do, just seeing around. The No.4 boss was still cold and kept Lucky at a distance. Zhang huan was rude and acted in a terrible way. When Lucky lee asked the handover, she told Lucky lee that she would tell him later.
After finished reading catalogues and other company basic documents, Lucky lee went to the factories. He wanted to learn everything, all the technologies and skills. He was prepared for the future.
First, as a salesman, he needed to know his products and the knowledge concerned well.
Second, if fortunately he became a big boss in the future, then the knowledge would be a great help.
Lucky lee went to the factories with a pen and one notebook. He looked and wrote. When difficulties appeared, he asked. Some were willing to say. Some hid their skills. They made a living by this skill and were very reluctant to teach other people.
However, there was too much to learn and the time passed quickly.
On January 8th, Zhang huan asked Lucky to sit near her.
She was still very cold and said in an unfriendly voice: “I will tell you something about my job! Remember, I only tell you once and you must not forget!”
Lucky Lee felt sick but still kept friendly: “I try.”
Then she began to speak hurriedly. Lucky lee tried his best and wrote down everything. Every time Lucky lee asked some questions when he could not follow her, Zhang Huan would shout: “You pig! I have told you! How can you forget it?!”
Lucky lee accepted all the humiliations silently. He knew he needed her support. If he offended Zhang huan in some way, She could set some traps on purpose. And then after she left, Lucky lee could have many troubles due to these traps were invisible. Lucky lee knew these tricks. Now that Zhang huan only gave everything a simple explanation, Lucky lee needed to spend a lot of time checking all the stuff carefully. To make matters worse, there were a lot of documents and a lot of materials waiting for him.
Then, Zhang huan left and let Lucky lee be in charge of everything. Only at that time, Lucky lee was able to see all the stuff.
That afternoon, Lucky lee was checking a file and found something urgent.
In one word, he needed to present a set of documents that day. It was letter of credit and now was the final date for presentation. As zhang huan was leaving, she did not prepare the documents. Lucky lee hurried up. One document, the certificate of origin or CO, needed to be made immediately.
Lucky lee went to the person named Liu yu, who was responsible for these documents, and said: “Dear Liu yu, please make this document for me, it is very urgent. I need to present it to the bank today.”
Liu Yu lost his temper and shouted: “Fuck! All the people know these documents must be made as soon as possible and you just tell me now. You make trouble for me! “
He was very angry and continued to swear.
Lucky lee was humiliated and kept silent.
He knew Liu Yu was a relative of the bosses' and accepted the insult silently.
After Liu Yu finished, lucky lee asked: “Can you do it for me?”
Liu Yu knew it was important and said: “Yes. But you should have told me early!”
Lucky lee spoke: “You see, I just take charge of Zhang huan's work today and find the negligence this afternoon. Please do not be mad at me.”
Liu Yu calmed down and focused on his job.
Lucky lee returned back to his seat.
That was really bad.
Humiliations in front of so many people and many beautiful girls are among them.
But lucky lee knew this was life. Life was full of ups and downs, humiliations and glories.
After a few seconds, he forgot it and went on with his work.
He found a picture was not so clear and went to the showroom, hoping to see the actual product.
As the showroom was so big and a great deal of products there, it was very difficult for Lucky lee to find it. So, He asked the girl whose name was Pan Hua, who was in charge of household porcelain, where the product was.
He said politely: “Dear Pan Hua, can you help me to find this product?”
Pan Hua was the very pretty and notorious person in the company. She was slutty. She flirted with every guy who showed any interest in her. She was only twenty and knew nothing about this world. Although many people disliked her, she was safe because she was pretty and the male bosses were kind to her. With so many guys liking her and the friendliness of the bosses, she was carried away and became a person with a notorious arrogance and bad temper.
After she heard Lucky lee's requirement, she was very rude and shouted: “You look for it yourself! I don't know!”
Lucky Lee thought: “You bitch! I just come here and do nothing to offend you and you are so rude!”
He said politely again: “Pan Hua, I am so sorry. I am just newcomer and not familiar with all the products, please help me.”
Pan Hua shouted: “You look for it by yourself!”
Only after a long time, Lucky Lee knew why she was so rude.
Pan hua thought she was very beautiful and all the guys in this company should be interested in her. Because Lucky Lee never showed any interest, she disliked him subconsciously.
Now that she did not help him, Lucky lee forget about it and returned to the office.
Misfortune never came alone.
Lucky lee found his computer broke down and out of work.
It was really bad luck for Lucky lee.
Really Bad luck!
Lucky lee asked another colleague: “Who is responsible for fixing computers.”
The colleague said: “Teacher Zeng, the manager of the computer department.”
His voice was full of sarcasm.
Lucky lee went to the computer department and asked who the Teacher Zeng was. A girl pointed to someone and said lowly: “There he is.”
Teacher Zeng was a very fat guy, with a very strange appearance, being very arrogant and cold. He was a cousin of the bosses. Although he was only in forties, his hair was all grey. Some people said he had some mental disorder as he acted weirdly.
Lucky Lee said hello to Teacher zeng and told him about the problem politely.
Teacher Zeng just sat there like a log as if Lucky Lee was not near.
After finishing the talking, Teacher Zeng was still silent.
Lucky lee said: “Teacher zeng, can you go to have a look now?”
Teacher zeng kept silent and cold.
Lucky lee waited for a few seconds and left.
In his chair, he wondered what to do.
He thought, ok, I would do other documents now. If he did not come to fix the computer tomorrow, I needed to tell the boss.
The next day, Lucky lee waited for a long while before Teacher Zeng came.
He said coldly with a very terrible voice: “Get up!”
Lucky lee stood up and offered his seat to the comer.
Teacher Zeng sat down with a very weird airs as if he was the king in the company.
Lucky Lee thought: “You stupid, stupid son of bitch! You are putting on ing airs! Even the bosses do not act in this way!”
After half an hour, the computer was fixed and he left.
Lucky lee began to work.
Later, he needed to know the shipment for one order. He called director Yang.
Director Yang said: “Hey.”
Lucky lee asked him the question, but before he could finish the talking, the phone was hung up.
Lucky lee thought: “It is so rude.”
He called again, and phone rang and rang without any answer.
Lucky lee left it alone and did other things.
At about 11 AM, director Yang came to the office and made some copies.
Lucky lee walked up to him and asked this question again.
Director Yang replied arrogantly: “Once the goods are ready, I will tell you.”
Lucky lee looked down and said: “ok. Thank you.”
That weekend, Lucky lee went back to home.
As a salesperson, he did not need to work on Sunday.
At home, Lucky lee turned on the TV and listened to the song Tear Bridge, sung by WUBAI. As this song was going on, Lucky Lee sang too. His voice was very loud. It was so loud that people in the distance could hear him. His voice was full of grief and indignation, as if he wanted to give full vent to his humiliations and insults by singing.
Only he himself knew how he was treated by this world, and singing a song seemed to be an outlet for his emotions.